Going Through the Motions

So life's pretty fucked. Seriously. Its almost 5am and I'm still working on a paper. History of Chinese Painting, why you hate me so? FAFSA, dorm papers, grad requirements, double major, new language....I'm so fucking exhausted. Not to mention work...ugh

I finally cleaned my room out. Found my Buffy the Vampire Slayer: The Musical CD from high school. I miss shit like this. It was such an easier time, life full of innocence, and not jaded from the bitter pangs of life. God...

I gauged my ears up to 3/4 just to remind myself that I am awake. I am alive. I am here. I really want new ink. Tattoos for my friends who have been there for me through my darkest times. I got quite a few good ideas. I can't wait to come into money so I can finally do something for myself for a change.