what to do...

So I finally hit one of my goals.  I'm at UH.  I promised myself not to get into any tangled relationships while I was here.  Barely two months in and that got fucked up already.

A ghost from the past has surfaced and wants to be a part of my life again.  I hold no feelings for this person, so its not great but its not bad.  Persistent and stubborn as ever she won't leave me alone so I gave up and said that if she wants to be a part of my life she'll need to take me as I am, busier then when we dated the last time.

Same answer "I understand"

This time around she seems to be holding her word.  Still I find it irritating getting random texts at midnight or later asking why I haven't texted in two days.  I simply do not have the time or energy to do things like this all the time.  

On the other hand, I'm still not over a certain someone in California currently.  Man my life is fucked up.  Why does part of me still think I can convince her back to my team? I told myself her happiness should be your happiness if you really care about her and all I can think about is her and I having art classes maybe over the summer and definitely in the Fall semester.

Love is the last thing I want right now, so of course, its in the forefront of all my thoughts 90% of the time.

Art classes are going well.  About to have the semesters first art history test. I'm really nervous about it because I have no idea what to study.  There's so much, the artist's name, particular piece we covered in class, where they originated from, the time it was worked on, the medium that was used, its size. Dammit. I can't believe that they make all art majors take two classes of this bullshit.  But I guess later if I ever work in a museum it would come in handy. (Fuck let's just skip to the Asian art, at least I find that stuff visually interesting!)

Work is fucking crazy.  The prepping for renovation and the insane amount of boxes coming in.  WHY CORPORATE?!? We're moving next to Jeans Warehouse for the first 3 weeks of April and then in the last week its our 'Grand Reopening'.  After we get everything down to our temporary location it will be time to move it all back up! Rahhhhhhh!  Not to mention the boss boss has been riding on everyone for every little thing (we know our job, let us do it)

Why can't study abroad just be a class option when you register for classes? I'd be in Japan or Europe right now studying painting or drawing in a strange new environment forced to learn the language as I go.  It'd be a hell of a lot better than the current life I'm living.